MAO

2008-06-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

2nd week of hols is over!
):
for the past two weeks ive been sleeping till.. 12am!
which is quite sad!
cos i'll wake up for lunch, watch tv till 3
decide its time to study
and by 4, im like too distracted to do anything else!
tell me tell me how im going to take my BT2!
):

ayeee
NO MORE TOUCH ANYMORE! ):
hais. i miss trainings
i miss all the mud and grassy smell
i miss doing the drills
i miss.. touching ppl?
):

AYEAYE
MY ANKLE'S DEAD ALREADY!
really hope it heals soon! ):

freaks chalet nxt week (:
yipeeeeeeeeeeee!
i really hope smelly can go!
hmmm

STUDY HARD PPL!
DONT BE LAZY (like me)
:D

2008-04-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

woah. my blog is really rusty :D

ayeee. everytime i feel like blogging then when i open this page i get damn sian diaoed!
ahhh
but i wanna record down my boring life! ):
not that i have anything eggciting to say bout it
but at least i can laugh at myself when i grow older or smth?
hmmmm

anyway
A lvl's comming like in 200+ days?
which is baaaaaaaaaaaad
haven really been studying hard ):
every night come home watch my ROGER then go sleep liao
now then its over, maybe i should start studying
hais ):

two more matches before we step down
quite sad hur
like, i've only played touch for a year or so
but it feels like i've loved it for ever!
hahahaha. so cheesy
but ayeeee ):
i think i'll miss it so much
sometimes, the only reason why i look forward to school is training
bah. maybe all the time la hurr

hmmm. nothing much to say anymore!
byebye people (:

2008-01-13T02:22:00.000+08:00

its 2.30am now and i cant get to sleep! ):
ayeee. slept too much in the aftrnoon already! wahaha
my stomach's rumbling nooooow ):

went back nanhua ystd (:
yeah. so nice to hear eddie talk again, rolling his eyes.
HAHA :D
hmmm. got to meet up with the 6xians with nicko and xue missing ):
oh well. soon soon! must meet up soon!
really nice to hear from the tchrs that we are THE special batch :D
all slogging our guts out for jj hur! (:
ayeee. i still feel like the slackest amongst all of them manszxsz
but ya, the 7 of them taught me so much (:
and how they'll always be irreplaceable ya? (:

homework's piling up man!
today i wasted my time sleeping
tml im going queensway for a while
bah. dont think i'll have time to do work, and STUDY!
OH MY OH MY
milestone! ): ): ): ): ):

so hungry! i shld get some sleep ):
BYE BYE WORLD.
MUACK MUACK!

its too late to fight, it ends tonight
i dont know ): cos you know they judge ya?

2007-12-31T19:15:00.000+08:00

back to school in two days!
ya. there's training finally!
wheeeeeeeeeee

oh well. last day of 2007!
hmmm. so many memorable stuffs for this year!

yup!
guess the most significant (such a weird term! haha) is that, i survived j1!
yeah. though struggling with homework was crazy
all the times i broke down cos i didnt know how to do my work
so stupid! ahhh. but ya. the pressue really sucks! ):
and how history really scared the shitszxs out of me
scared until i didnt really dared to study
cos i know i confirm fail
and well, did scraped passed damn terribly aftrall
oh well ):
and our most LOVABLE pw
hahahahahaha
the drafts of everything is still in my cupboard!

and yup, really glad that i joined touch (:
all the friends made, all the trainings, the competitions
it'll all end nxt year by june
so fast ):
by ayeeee, looking forward to the j1s!
can pass on the love for this game to them! (:
wheeeeee.
and im gonna miss my puma boots! how can i save it):
maybe i should just tape it/glue it/staple it or smth
booooo

07A04!
hmmm. been a really nice class, with like super different personalities
yup. really glad for nice friends i've found!
all the attempted studying sessions at fourth floor
the gossips, slacking in the library, eating, stoning
hmmm (:

OCIP!
was one true great experience
with all the new things learnt and friends made!

yup, and all the nanhua ppl!
SANS! i miss you guys ): the four of us havent got together for a loooong time! haha. its always me or evey! lols. but most of the time is evey la hor! :D hee! CA soon okay? soon soon. i love you all (:

FREAKS! chalet! sooooooon! no more barbecque! haha. just eat steamboat or smth faster! haha. i love you guys (:

eewen&bing! since eons i've seen you all too! ):

8xian! ayeeeee. hai shi ni men zui hao (: OH! chnl 8 showing ba xian guo hai! GO WATCH! HAHAHAHAHA

6A! cant believe we all still have so much to talk aftr such a long time (: yeah. all 44 of us shld meet up sooooon!

AFC! our one year anniversary coming soon! haha. morning has always been great with you guys (:

TINGSZXSZ! you know i love you very much (: hee hee! so disgusting! the pinching war starts soon! you better be prepared! whahaha. play play doh! how many times have i said this! roooooar!

andddd... all the others! thank you for making 07 so wonderful (:

hello 2008!
to infinity and beyond!

2007-12-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

wah! actually got ppl still come here ah :D
hahahahaha.
even i myself also dont bother to come to my own blog leh! aiyo!

have i said hols are coming to an end? ):
yea. i finally tried to bother to do some maths, read up on econs.
shall study some history nxt week
OUR MUGGING PLAN TOTALLY FAILED TINGSZXSZ!
hahaha. i shall be a full fledged mugger nxt year!
(ya ya. i've said this since secondary school)
i shall mug mug mug!
to make up for my stupidity
must make studying a habit! ):

ayeee. so anyway,
raining sucks leh!

and! i bought a skirt!
FINALLY!
and a decent looking blouse (:

hmmmm
sort of wrote down my wishlist for nxt year
yay. really hope to build up on my fitness!
i dont wanna fail napfa for another year ):
since it will be the last year im taking it, might as well aim for a gold!
hais. stupid incline!
if only i was skinnier, lighter and stronger!

and and and
i wanna win a Xcountry medal!
i've nvr won one and i wanna taste how it feels like!
heh heh (:
so maybe if i stop being so lazy and go train a lil more maybe i can squeeze into top 20?
maybe maybe maybe
hmmmmm

I WANNA RUN, SPRINT, FLYYYYY
TOUCH! :D

oh oh.
xmas' coming!
think i'll be sending e-cards this year
sorry ppl! im too lazy (again!)

ALRIGHT.
SHALL GO WATCH TV NOW!
GOODBYE WORLD!
I LOVE YOU GUYS (:

2007-12-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

BLOG!
helloooooooooooo world!
im so bored! :D

hols are coming to an end man!
yeah. im looking forward to being a j2 (i think)
hello to studying and mugging!
IM SO EXCITED! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
urggh.

i promise i shall blog more often and not leave this clouded_memories stagnent
the blog url is so gay!
aiya. but cant think of anything nicer
hurhurhur

OCIP WAS DA SEX (:
ya. shall now focus on 08's selection camp! it gonna be a blast ya? (:

I MISS TRAININGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
):
BOO. AND EVERYBODY THAT IS

aiyo. got to go try to do smth productive now
byebye world!
:D

2007-08-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

this place is so boring that i dont even like coming here
):

hais
life's been so boring that i wish smth exciting would happen!
like maybe i fall down the stairs and break both of my legs
or maybe sa would decide to kick me out of school cos im too stupid
my parents suspect i got kidney problem or smth
ha!
maybe i am really sick and i'll just die soon
whoooooooooooooooo

hais
homework homework homework
tests tests tests
smth it just sucks trying so hard and you dont get good results
and they just tell you to try again, try harder
and ppl come along and tell you stuffs like
"oh, you're so stupid"
no, i still havent got over what * said
and today * said smth similar
and i felt like screaming
its not my fault that im stupid okay
im born like that
and if you're smarter then good for you
you dont have to make yourself look better by putting everyone else down
):

shitszxszxs
the emo days are back

would you listen if i told you how much it hurts?

2007-08-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

ROOOOOOOOOOAR!
scrwed up bio big time
shitxszs
i feel damn guilty for not studying hard enough! ahhhhhhh
):

anyways, went out with sans!
wanted to eat CA but they didnt had set lunches on sunday
being very auntie, we decided to go pizza!
and the nice guy gave us two free drumlets. haha
windowed shopped cos we are poor ppl
then we went to eat gelare
me and khris felt damn cheated
urgggh. i think the pop cafe sells nicer waffles lor
spent a crazy time trying to take photos
hahaha. so stupid

hmmmm
i need to do homework!
so many many many homework
urgggh

recently, me and richard have been super crazy over XXX
haha. cant stand it
he's damn cute what :D
right right right?
im still super depressed that im not on the same trip as him
whyyyyyyyyyyyy ):
i wanna spend 14 days with him! ):

oh well
i got nothing much to say anymore
byebye people
catch you all around
(:

happy 17 baby (:

2007-07-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

rapture was great (:
waited for the bus for forever until me and richard decided to cab down instead
roar
lucky we were a tweeny winnie bit eary, managed to get rather good seats
then ya
the performances were AWESOME!
nus's item was a blaaaaaaaaast!
my mum booked tics for me to go watch their performance in september liao
haha. so kiasu right!
15% EARLY BIRD DISCOUNT OKAYZXSZ

well
went back nafa today for ballet trial today
cai lao shi hates me i think
hais. zhou lao shi is waaaaaaaaay much nicer than her.
TSKTSK
dont think i'll be continuing i guess ):
hais
since she also dont kan hao wo what

im still stuck at my essay aftr 2 hours!
damn it

LONG WEEKEND AHEAD
bah bah
i hope i dont screw up my museum tour
im pairing with david i think!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
he's abit freaky la. but he's quite nice actually
he praised me! (: haha. so nice
ocip selection camp on fri and sat
pls pray that i pass ya
and that i'll be able to come home in once piece

thats all folkzxszx
dont think anyone's still reading anyway
haha
LOVES PPL!

2007-07-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

i got DES!
twin! see, even my marks are related to you

nanhua 90 dinner on sat!
was damn grumpy when i boarded the train to meet jp
cos my hair was damn ugly and i looked fat in the dress
so i just grumbled grumbled whine whine all the way to cityhall
met twin, quek and nicko at cityhall
AND THEY HAD TO LAUGH ABOUT MY HAIR AND SAY THAT I LOOK PREGNANT ):
oh well ):
i was nicko's brother for a while cos he kept saying i got boy's hair
grrrrrrrr

anyway, the food was okay
programe was okay
okay as in more towards bad kind
so we spent the time gossiping, taking photos, walking around, stoning, poking the food, playing with the panda and waving the flag
haha. so lame
cabbed home with twin and jp
AND THE DRIVER WAS DAMN RUDE!
!#$%&$%^&^*#$@
so irritating

made a trip down to the museum with richard ystd
there wasnt any ongoing tours so we went to look at the stone exhibition thingy
bah
ate yakun at cathy
and i was grumbling again cos everything was cold and it was so not value for money!
saw julia!
so pretty!
haha. richard see until nose bleed

ehhhh
had commendation on friday
then went to watch harry potty aftr that
and blah blah blah

training tml!
we're going running again i think.
shitxzxszxsx
at least i'll be wearing correct shoes this time!
ya :D

im hungry and grumpy now
bah

LOVES MANY EVERYONE!

2007-07-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!
scrwed up damn badly
but guess i'll just have to pick myself up from here ):
oh well
maybe its better if i get some huge trashing from ram&yoong
knock some senses into me
hais hais

there go my hopes for OCIP ):
bah boo boo

freaks gathering tml!
wooohooo

the weather has been !##$^$%^!#& recently
so hot and warm and humid!
urggggh

we went kbox again the other day!
i think the woman doesnt like us
hahaha
she's so... grumpy
and a lil deaf
poor tingzsxzs

cant wait to get back to the field!
my boots are rotting in the cupboard :D

till then
MANY LOVES TO ALL!

2007-06-21T11:44:00.000+08:00

IM SO SCRWEEEEEEEED ):
i've got this nagging feeling that my commons will be a flop!
ahhhhhh!
save me save me

i just swept my house floor
i feel like cinderella

I MISS FAMINE CAMP
oh well
i think time pasts slower when you're hungry
):

AND!
i ate botak jones ystd
it was quite good i must say (:
gotta go back for lamb chop nxt time!

and they had this riddle in their menue
I THINK ITS FUNNY. LAUGH HOR
if pro is the opposite of con
what is the opposite of progress?
.
.
.
.
CONGRESS!
funny? funny!

shall go cook myself a bowl of noodles for lunch ):
and go watch my spongebob vcd ):
byebye ):

2007-06-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM FAMINE30
woohoo
was rather fun (:
30 hrs aint that bad actually
so many saints were there!
but they were al j2s, so like didnt know anyone
and it was damn cool!
saw kelvin, dennis and celestine during the camp
and we were all in the same country! hohoho

first day we had games and talks and stuffs
we sat for so long that my leg kept cramping
hahahaha
the game part i got tied to andy
which was quite funny
but we gave up half way cos it was damn ma fan
and this two girls was damn kuku!
A: eh. how come they tied together?
B: i think they acting as siamese twin?
A: should be la
SIAMESE TWIN YOUR HEAD LA
!#$%^$^#!%%^!&$%@
but it was quite embarassing cos we were like different gender!
roar
then when our team leader caught us untied
we said "go toilet!"
hahaha. so stupid

second day went tenpenis to collect newspaper
was damn tiring!
did 8 blocks then i fell asleep when we were resting
the pickup truck was flooded okay!
we are damn pro :D
went back to rp then slack around and watch concert till it was 30th hour
this local band EIC sang and they were damn good
woohoo (:

i guess i wanna join nxt year too!
rather fun

OH. I BATHED IT RP'S TOILET AGAIN :D
SO HAPPY
and tingzsxzs if you're reading this
i saw ah boy on the first day!
they were having trianing :D
haha

went sentosa with council peeps that day
we sat in the shade playing cards!
so lame
then we hit the vball super far away so the opponent can go pick the ball while we slack in the shade again
played water aftr a while and my shoulders are peeling now!
yuckszxszs
almost died when we "trespassed" the hotel to change
):
ate dinner and went home with ballet boy!
hahahaha
BALLET BOY!

hmmm. school reopens nxt week!
im so dead
only managed to read finish 3 countries for southeast asia
but then again,
if i dont die now, i'll die ltr
so, zao si zao hao
but ya, 2 more weeks to more training (:
and finally get to see A B C and J
hahaha :D
and morning train rides
oooooooooooo (:

studying maths with uncle richard tml
oh well

this is a long and rubbish entry
LOVE LOADS PPL
MUACKSSZXSXZXSXZ

2007-06-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO EARTH! (:
just went i wanted to blog
i decided surfing frenster was much more interesting!
whoooooooooooooooooo

its the third week of hols already!
hmmmmmm
studied abit today
and slept much more
had some weird dream again
):

went kbox for the first time in my life the other day!
was damn fun (:
and the pork floss rice was damn good
i like :D
whooooooooooooo

i think the whoooooooooo sound is quite funny
reminds me of the time when mr see says he only want to hear the fan
then regina will go whooooooooooooooooo

im hungry again ):
oh well

today i saw a fruit stall selling
CACTUS JUICE!
!#$%^&*!%%^$@
sounds damn disgusting la
uncle richard think its sounds nice
siao ahhhhhhhhh

gotta go sleep now
pls pray i dont have scary dreams again ):

nicholas: I AM NOT A TRANS! ROAR!
amanda: i saw you! ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
pres: (: thank you tingzsxzs for shooting up for me! ai ni zai xin kou nan kai! hahahaha
boob: see! nvr drop by here while its collecting dust! hahaha. miss you tons too (:
yvonne: I SAW YOU WOMAN! is your leg better?
jipeng: we love you alright? and you should love us more than you love * heh (:
yiting: have you been to new balance? i need more * ): the other time i tried buying dont have my size! hahaha. too fat liao
pinky: LAO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. i got nothing to say! eeheee :D

and to the rest of the earthlings, i miss you guys! and i love you guys too. BAH ):

2007-06-02T20:20:00.001+08:00

i used to wish for more defined calves
and now, im starting to freak out over the growing lump of muscle
and the sock tan line thing is starting to look real ugly cos i look like im wearing brown leggings or smth
HAHA
and the thigh muscle lines are forming!
im starting to look like a transexual :O

AHHHHHH
CHAMPIONS (:
aftr months of training, i guess it really paid off!
we'll have to work harder together and improve on our skills and stuffs
hmmm
seniors not gonna be there for trainings anymore ):
its kind of sad cos we havent really got to bond yet and we have to part now
hais
SAINTS TOUCH (: all the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

i got the samsung slide out speaker mp3 :D
finally!
woohoo. its damn cool!
it better survive long in my clumsy hands!

alright. gotta move my butt to start studying soon!
cant afford to screw up my commons ):
hais hais hais

MANY LOVES! (:
bye bye

2007-05-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

BAH!

my chest hurts like shitzxsxzxsxzxszxs
am i dyingggggggggggg?

i bought a dress today!
woohoo
i've finally own a decent looking dress
ya (: for once i feel like a real girl ya?

hais hais hais
i wasted my weekend surfing frenster and free celling over and over and over and over again
finally two days without homework!

ALRIGHTY
there's training tml!
and on tuesday!
its like just another school day
roar

hais. went to view the sa dance syf video
its damn niceeeeeeeeee ):
sometimes i wished i could be there too
hmmm. maybe i wouldnt even have made it past the auditions la
no regrets no regrets!

jipeng is damn irritating
he doesnt want to tell me his secret!
ROAR !#$%^&*!^!%$!&!$!$#!@

AND!
my thumb is screwed la
and my left knee is like super scarred ):
and i've got sock tan, sleeve tan, head hole tan and maybe a fringe tan
SHI CHOU DE LOR

shall pack my bag and go sleep nowxzsxzsxzxsxz

in my nxt life
i'll be a chio bu cum hot stuff
i'll have long and beautiful hair
and i'll wear a mini skirt to school
for now
i shall just be a geek ):

2007-05-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSS!
finally there's time to sleep
woah

went to jj for investiture today!
PINKYYYYYYYYY SO SHUAIIII (:
and mama was pretty too
urgggh
i just realise i miss freaks damn alot ):

school's been rather stressful
when you keep bottoming the class for every test
wa liao. i could just cry everytime i try to do homework
guess i'll have to buck up during the hols
I'LL PASS MY COMMONS YA?

alright
i've got so much to blog but i cant remember much liao
bye bye everybody (:

ONE YEAR <3

2007-05-05T11:54:00.000+08:00

I HATE THE WEEKENDS!
as much as i hate weekdays ):
everyday is just work work and work!
ahhhhhhhh
im going bonkers
kor says its normal la
roar! what rubbish

i still cant get over the fact that h1 bio is as tough as h2 bio!
minus like 2 chapters and spa
its so unfair! other h1s are like half the syllabus of their h2
@!@#$%!@$%@$#@%!
dammit. but since i chose it, i guess i really have to buck up
mswong scolded the class yesterday cos nobody answered her question and she was angry that most of us zonked out during her lessons
HAIS. im damn guilty for falling asleep every lesson, but i cant help it ):
excuses excuses excuses

AHHH.
damn fun to sit around in the canteen during breaks with shandie
she's always slower than me in spotting *
:D hehehe

watching spidey with SANS and smelly tml (:
yaaaaaa

gotta go back to the stupid homework and tests

2007-05-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

I MISS 8xian! ): and sans and freaks and guides and nanhua and yes, i freaking miss chinese

im feeling so emo right now i think my period's coming
okay. so stupid

chatted with matin while waiting for ~~stupid~~ risheng the other day
he is stupid cos he told me stuffs that made me sad ):
BWAHAHAHAHAHA
my eyecandy fell in lurbxzssxzsxszx with him
HOW CAN ):
did i tell you matin look like fangyong (dont know can put here a not. haha)
and he thought that i was his PAE og&classmate!
so blur!

hais hais hais
everytime i make decisions i regret. and now i have on in hand
tell me how
):

2007-04-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL TML!
i hate mondays ):
its a damnnnn long day filled with tutorials and tutorials and tutorials
PLUS! there's hist until 7 ):
tamade!
have to skip trianing liao

met the freaks yesterday :D
yaaaaaa. aftr like forever
went lib to stone, eat duck rice and took neos!
hahaha. its so heartwarming to once again find ppl who stay in the west
im starting to turn into a north-east line person
wahahaha
POTONG PASIR WAN SUI!

went to the glass building fish and co on fri with afc :D
took forever but the fish was woahxzsxzsxzxsxzs
WOOOHOOO
gonna share the seafood platter with oggy nxt time

alrighty
gotta go sleep already
I HATE SCHOOL!
starting to get tired of it ):
maybe cos i cant seem to pass my tests and complete my homework

gotta see shrek early in the morning (:
till then, LOVES!

we'll make everything right, my beautiful love
hey baby, 18 more days (:

2007-04-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

I FELL DOWN TODAY!
dammit
my knee keeps getting grazed until got no hair left liao
shall go pluck some from smelly
HAHAHAHAHHA

screwed up my tests ):
hais hais
hist tests coming up

there's touch tml!
ya ya ya ya
gotta buck up on my techniques cos i suck to the core
cant do anything properly when i have defenders in my face
grrrrrr

PAIN PAIN GO AWAY!

2007-04-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

MY PAI GU HURTS AHHHHHHH! ):
cant sneeze or laugh now if not my ribs would cramp and its damn pain
roar

napfa's coming
and every year, i'll have to fail my incline pull up
dammit ):
WHY ARE MY ARMS SO WEAK!

homework's piling up and it aint a good sign right?
i always do maths do until i cry
and that stupid econs!
i havent pass a single essay yet
so demoralising
put it so much effort to do and the tchr doesnt even want to mark it cos its too long
fail liao lor
the only motivation i have for going to school's probably afc, smelly, touch, food and the library
wahahaha. always go library to blow aircon

there's a walk to remember ltr!
ONLY HOPE :D

byebye creatures!
love many!

2007-04-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

IM REALLY TEMPTED TO JOIN DANCE ):
50 choose 9 is like
2505499700 number of ways
i can just hug my boot and go jump down the building ):

hais hais hais
anybody know dance places suitable for the fat old and stinky me?

on a lighter note
AFC IS LOVE<3

2007-03-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

I CANT SEE ME OWN BLOG.

school's been fine
ya. the new class is pretty alright (:
guess i'll just have to learn to mix around more. haha

TOUCH was satisfying today
did all the footwork and stuffs
been a long time since i had the run until going to faint feeling
which is a good thing ya?
cos can feel myself pushing myself to run
what a weird sentence

hmmm
GUESS WHAT I SAW!
bah. i shld try not to be so sensitive ya?
hais. the reason why i nvr deleted those photos was because you guys meant so much to me
and yet yet yet yet yet
it kind of feels like its not mutual?
cos i was seperated from you guys?
cos im still seperated now?
cos im just not going to be missed?
hais hais hais hais

gotta go sleep now ):
goodnight to the few creatures who are still gonna read this page
love loads!

2007-03-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

got our new class.
yaaaaaa
hope it'll be nice (:
at least know some ppl so i guess it'll be okay

the stupid burn hurts like sht
hmmmmm

f (sensitive). dammit

2007-03-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

freaks gathering tml!
woohoo (:

proper school's starting soon!
i miss a07 ):
its like most of the ppl are all over the place
just hope the remaining arts ppl will get back into the same class ba

ahhhh!
kind of starting to worry for A lvls
hmm. my kor ask me not to worry so much
cos i might not even pass my promo
hurhur ):
suddenly im kinda of unsure if i really wanna take tourism anymore
its like, everybody is taking it
so if i really wanna do well, i'll have to be really really good it in
bah ): suckkkkszxszxs

i found a new dance place! yaaaa (:
maybe going for open classes nxt week or smth
hope its nice!
doink doink! havent did proper dance for a loooooooooooong time

im gonna go play freecell againn
damn sianzxsxzsx

SA(INTS)VERDO! :D

2007-02-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

today had freaks gathering at mel's house :D
yaaaa
we were singing karaoke on her damn stylo tv
so cool to have such cool stuff at home
(sorry bout the limtied vocab) haha

ehhhhhhhhhh
im tired already
training tml!
OGGY! BRING RAFFIA STRINGS HOR
(not like she gonna see it here anyway. haha)

ya (:
i got my nike already!
woohoo
its kind of too huge and it gets irritating
i have to slant it one side when im on bus or mrt cos will hit the person sitting nxt to me
BEH!

gotta finish my history tut tml in library tml!
ya. i love free periods!
can finish up my work and do self-study :D
IM BECOMING A MUGGER. SHITTTTTZ

sexy canoeist ah :D woots!

2007-02-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

THIS SKIN IS DAMN GAY
BUT IM TOO LAZY TO SEARCH FOR NEW ONES
SO YA (:

hmmm.
i feel like blogging today!
to the few souls who might chance upon this blog once again,
pls leave a tag or smth?
make my day (:

TOUCHED BY A SAINT! (:
no training till march
i feel daaaaaaaaaamn fat!
but im too lazy to do anything bout it la
roar

i finally know how to play pool! (:
super noob la

hmmmmm
i happy but sad at the same time ):
hiak. its just the im-not-supposed-to-bother-but-im-too-attatched-to-it syndrome i guess
I MISS YOU ): I REALLY REALLY DO
but i guess it doesnt matter any much to you
cos i werent supposed to be part of it right from the start
the dancing around in the rain, phone calls, jokes, talks, stupid slaps and quarrels
BAAAAAAAAAH!

pls tell me i must be happier
i know what its called! low self esteem
dammit ):

AND SMELLY! IF YOU'RE READING THIS, TAU HUEY IN THE HOUSE YO! :D

2006-11-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

O LVLS ARE OVER! :D
prom was great (:
the only thing i liked was my hair!
hahaha
braided, curled, sprayed, gel-ed!
looked like a ahlian but it was nice lah hor
aunty said i looked like _____ and _______
DONG FANG BU BAI!
SHUI LAI DE ):

ahhh! pics are damn horrible
i look like a drunk swollen pig head

the only reason im blogging cos im typing on a new keyboard
and the feeling is damn shuang! haha

oh oh oh
im 16 and legal (:
thanks for all the wishes and gifts (:
FERRRRRRIS WHEEEEEEL! :D

back to stoning. rooooar!

2006-11-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

ONE DOWN! :D
yahyahyah
anybody wants to study with me?
im good at spotting (:

i think im so bored that i surf friendster 10 times a day ):
i think im stressing myself up cos my nose recently mutated to grow pimples
im still thinking if i actually slept yesterday night
BAH

I WILL MURDER ANYONE WHOM I SEE WITH A Z610I
ITS MINE! ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!

IT 12.35am and im hungry ):

2006-10-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

three's a crowd
how true
i wasnt even meant to be in there in the first place
and time and time again i try to act as if i wasnt hurt by it
blahblah
"you dont need ______ what"
how true
i dont even have them to start with

when everything turns out to be a lies and nothing but empty promises
i cant wait to leave
cos i probably have nothing to hold me back
isnt someone missing me;

2006-10-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

aftr the successful healing on the stupid ulcer on my tongue
stupid pimples are forming on my nose
I CANT FLARE MY NOSTRILS NOW ):
!#$%^&*

watched deathnote (:
rather nice
yah. the whole cinema was like laughing at the same time
damn cool

one more week to O
THE BIG O!
ahhhh
kor came back with some motivational talks for me :D
hahaha. but its like.. argggg
li bu cong xin! ):
mug mug mug

finally,
TOUCHRUG OR NETBALL?
TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME!

PRELIMS!

2006-10-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

i am going to update! (:
PRELIMS! AHHHHHHH!
if i choose sa, pls tell me the 1 hr journey is worth ):
if i choose jj, pls tell me i can wake up at 7am everyday! :D
i think..
I SHLD GO CJC (:
hahahahahaha

i dont know what else to say
hmmm
school's ending! like.. tml?
eeks
and then it gonna be Os! ):

ya. im trying to salvage everything im losing
no point getting sad over ppl who wont really care about you right?
its time i grow up. bah!
so tell me im the one you miss. cos i really miss you

THAT DAY I WENT TO BUY CLOTHES, AND THE AUNTIE TELL ME MUM
"WAH. YOUR DAUGHTER VERY FAT HOR"
):

2006-09-21T17:36:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS DEAD.
BYEBYE
:D

2006-07-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

it takes one immature mind to understand another
support another
~~sometimes, i wish i was a lil more mature~~

i think
if someone doesnt belong to your group
he/she is labelled as weird
but sometimes, its just jealousy that makes you hate/dislike a person
cos you know you'll bever be as good as him/her
so you try to act like you are better than him/her
cos thats the only comfort you can take

i dont know what im talking bout but yah
i guess it makes sense somehow ( if you understand my point that is)

sometimes i really hate going to school
judging by the situation now
but i know i have a duty to XXXX
so i guess, i'll just pull through everything
yup
"i thought you very strong de what!"
am i? i hope so ):

consensus leadership :D
THANK YOU ppl for always being there. all the laughing, screaming, gossiping. I LOVE YOU GUYS (:
my pocky, laopo, por!, twin, fellow lousy discipline head, zhong se qing you, dah-ling!

2006-07-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around
And if the world should fall apart hold onto what you know
Take your chances turn around and go ;

i have dance ltr
GRAGH!

im super addicted to minesweeper now
haha
according to my kor,
playing minesweeper makes you smart
i feel my brain cells incerasing :D

i've been trying hard to start studying
but to no avail.
hahahaha

im just super bored!
bah!

issit me or does sad songs appeal more to the senses?

i've lost the mood to blog
byebye
might me abandoning this place sooner or ltr ):

cos you know i always come back to your love :D
rapsberry ripple! hahahahaha

300!

2006-07-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

happy 300th entry!
its supposed to be happy (:
bah

meet dont meet VEGETABLE!
ahhhh! im still super amused by kaishuin's joke
so stupid ):

happiness is when
you start pondering over the reason why the left side of your face has lesser pimples than the right side of your face :D
walking from orchard to plaza sing
searching for ppl who pretended to got lost
being fed vegetables/leaves
telling someone your dirty little secret
arguing if the fake one is better or the real one
trying to be irritating by staring at someone
and so many many more things

everytime i think bout the father's word
i feel so.. useless
and so ashamed of myself
bah ):

okayokay
i take my back words
im a happy lil girl (:
who slurps on udon and stuff ppl with food

2006-07-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

i thought i was supposed to be a happy lil girl
):

<3

2006-06-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

HOLDING HANDS WE'LL FALL

2006-06-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

i've been dying inside little by little
nowhere to go, i'm goin outta my mind
an endless circle running from myself until
you gave me a reason for standing still;

first 2 weeks of hols gone!
yahh ):
gotta start studying and stop putting myself in front of the comp

benchwarmers was super funny!
THE SUN IS A MONSTER!
watching it again ltr
i think ppl earn lot of money becos of the exisistence of stupid beings like me who watches almost every movie twice

hmmm
sometimes you just try so hard but nothing ever changes
back to where you wanted it to be
you know, when we keep screaming at other ppl to ask them to put themselves in our shoes
but in the end, its us who refuse to see from their point of view
sometimes, you just dont see the hurt you cause when you start talking bout ppl behind their backs
im guilty at times
but when you're the victim, it really sucks
i miss us
dont you?

ohwell!
im tagged by boob and khris
hahahahahah
but you dont really see perfect lovers around what
so the more you expect, the greater your disappointment
(sounds like crap. eeks)
so yah, im lazy to do!
boob: not funny! ahhhh` gay but i like hor? hahaha

the davinci code game is super mind boogling
i almost died when you have silas chasing behind you
ahhhh`

DEVIL BESIDE YOU :D
WANG ZI BIAN QING WA :D
i think im abit slow but who cares
AH MENG AH MENG AH MENG! :D
jj :its okay. i can have dang ou. he's quite sweet also what! hahahaha

100 marks (:

-

2006-05-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm
thought of where i wanna go liao
seesh. hope i dont regret it
ultimately, its still bout securing a job and blah blah
unless you're some rich ass with your future already planned and you know you're earning $100000000000 a month or smth. haha

i bought my chomel already
yah :D

acceptance-
cos you all dont really know how it feels
you dont know how much it hurts when i keep hearing you say things like that
all the jokes and teasings
all the judgements and things you all say
i do crumble
i crumble under fear and pressure
i crumble when i feel the eyes staring at me
when you feel like the whole world's talking bout you behind your back
its a taboo
hell yeah.

WONT LET YOU FALL!

2006-05-28T11:12:00.000+08:00

ITS THE HOLS!
yah. first two weeks booked for school
arggggg` im gonna be a chao mugger!
(but i think i'll just waste the whole hols anyway)

went for pre convention yesterday!
WE GOT LOST IN ANG MO KIO!
wahaha. and ended up being late for half an hour
then they briefed us for bout half and hour, then thing end liao!
damn stupid!
but they had food, good food! sushi and stuffs
SOMEBODY took 3 servings can!
then he pushed it to me and said i was the one eating it
and we got discrminated cos nobody came and talk to us ):
SOMEBODY went out by the wrong gate and we got shouted at the security guard
and we got chased out of the bus by the busdriver! hahahaha
SOMEBODY is not nicholas chan. right

went to watch nafa dance performance aftr that
missed that place hell loads ):
AND THEIR COSTUMES AND MUSIC WERE SO MUCH NICER COMPARED TO OUR YEAR! AHHHHHHH`
i've nvr seen glittery leotards can
seesh

slept for a few million hours last night
the headache almost killed me
hahaha

~~this is a one dollar dare~~
I LOVE RISHENG :D

2006-05-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

Won’t let you fall, fall out of love
Cos together we’ll be holding on
Cos all we have is us
Won’t let you go, go away again
Because life don’t mean nothing at all
If I don’t have your love;

i accidentally stuck my hand into the cheese instead of the nachos ):
ahhh`
and i did somersaults in the swimming pool!
with water gushing up my nose that is
-
i just realised
nachos are actually quite nice
mixed popcorn too!
hahahahahahahah :D

my BEAUTIFUL bf (: sorry for the finger hor! hahahahaha.

NETBALL!

2006-05-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflauge
i want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall;

we didnt make it in!
ahhh` but like, i really enjoyed the experience
although we got trashed by 4/8, but we were quite close with the others so yah
sorry for all the horrible passes ):
i quite liked the feeling on court
jumping running shooting
yeah. but i guess im just not cut for it
haha
so i shall stick to aftr school netball sessions

the hwachong concert was rather cool!
yeah. they had so much variety of dance there
woohoo

went to eat with eewen and bing yesterday!
yah. aftr such a long time ):
im quite excited bout the stay over study seesions
hahahaha
if that is really going to happen

uhrmmm
so much has been going around lately
yah. i shall promise myself to not be affected by it

AND.
MY RIGHT EAR HOLE CLOSED ON ME!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ER QIE TA HEN AI HEN AI NI =D

MID YEARS!

2006-05-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

mid years are finally over! yah
got back most of the results
quite okay. although my L1R5 is super horrible
i shall be a chao mugger during the hols
ahhhh`

i had this super horrible dream last night!
we got hit by a tsunami ):
and i woke up tearing
so stupid!
from kaishuin with the gold motorzr, to boob who refused to run, and the chaos which kind of freaked me out
i have weird dreams hur
if i die, please be beside me

netball comp on monday!
guides craft tml!
totally have no idea on whats going on
haha

-
i dont know
why must they say all that ):

2006-05-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

take everything i own
would you leave that boy alone
he's my baby
dont mess with my love;

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
exams and flu drive ppl mad ):

my bf :D

2006-05-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

then you whispered in my ear and you told me to
said you make my life worth while
it’s all about you;

the recording's finally done! yah
sometimes it just wonders me
like you know, we squirm with excitement when we see those actors/actresses
but in their eyes, we're just like normal ppl
such an irony
i mean like, we are all human beings what!
but such a different treatment
tsk

been a really great experience
the rehearsals with vincent ng and the wushu guys
super funny ppl! hahahaha
MY PARTNER HAS SIX PACS
AND HE HAS THE SAME INITIALS AS ME :D
mabye he aint that cute aftrall lah
but yah, there was this other wushu person who was very shuai (:

and like, they use hairspray and gel like nobody business!
and the make up's pretty thick
and the female artists wear super high heels
so actually, they arent that tall!

there was caoge!
haha. im not a huge fan of him but yah, i like his songs
woohoo
then we were coming up with stupid plans like going up to him and say
"i am your superwoman, you are my ~~superstar~~superman!"
haha. so not funny hur
superwoman (:

MYE's driving me nuts
i hope i dont fail anything
grrr. hope my bio prac can save my bio
if not im so dead
and my math! AHHHHHHH`

i hope this ends soon
11 more days!
YAY :D
11 more days 11 more days!

bf:
are you reading this?
i love you! i really really do (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
see! i can do it too. but it just aint sweet as hers lah
but.. you know it lah
:D

D4!

2006-04-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

the funniest thing that happened this week was..
i now have a uber complicated family

i have a dad, who is my teddy bear too
he cant make up his mind and he always says that im stupid
tsktsk. what a lousy dad

i have a mum, who is also my love rival
-opens my mouth with arms outstretched-

i have a older son who is freaking tall

i have a yonger son who is super rude
he shouts at his ah gong and his mother
then i get shouted by his ah gong for being a failure
cos i didnt bring him up properly
my mum calls him son-in-law
my dad calls him grandson
im going to disown him soon, cos he keeps tugging my sleeves
tsktsk

most importantly
i have a china maid called siti
and he speaks punjabi!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

we were just bored that day lah
:D

im going to do maths now
byebye
oh. and photoshop's butterfly brush is super chio! yeah

When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you

HERSHEY KISSES :D

2006-04-24T18:18:00.000+08:00

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you, getting high
Running wild among all the stars above
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me;

had chem prac today!
yah. quite fun la
i was super amused with the yellow ppt
hope that i dont screw my titration up

went food court to eat
rotted for dont know how long while gossiping
and laughed at each other's stupid jokes and faces
GUESS WHO WE SAW ON THE BUS!
FREAKING SHUAI! :D

had sports day last week
couldnt run cos of my leg
!#$%^&*@
yeah. but the girls did well (:
photo taking was super fun!

think my leg's getting better le!
hope i can do my napha test

grrrrr
mid years are super soon!
but my brain still feels rather empty
and im burning my weekends for dance ):

LETS MUG! :D
walks to remember (:

SECOND!

2006-04-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

3 days break!
woohoo
did maths and read throu some geog
i gotta start studying if not i'll nvr be on time ):

yah
i just blown $31.50 on buying a quiksilver tee :D
ahhhhhhh`
call me a suaku but i've nvr bought such an expensive t-shirt okay!
and the most stupid salesperson i've ever met!
grrrr
those who dont tell you that you're trying clothes from the kids section
HAHAHAHAHAHA. damn dumb

been pratically spending the week playing with ah huat!
super cute when it does the scratch head action
yeah

grrrr
my legs are freaking sng from the walking
AND I DIDNT MANAGE TO FINDTHE PATRICK KEYCHAIN ):

oh
and i pierced my ears for the third time!
hope it doesnt close again. seesh
and the person who pierced for me super funny
he was like measuring if the markings were in a straight line
and yah, he made funny comments. lols

eh
i think im turning les!
2 ppl that makes me happy
the fan-tastic girl and pussycat dolls -.-
and i just realised the "oooooooooooooooooooooooooorchard road" advertistment super funny!

It's funny how a man only thinks about the... BEEP!
You got a real big heart, but I'm lookin' at ya... BEEP!
You got a real big brains, but I'm lookin' at ya... BEEP!
Girl it ain't no pain, let me lookin' at ya... BEEP!

second! (: wo ai ni too. HAHA. so dumb

2006-04-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

for he will be a strength for us to carry on;

hmmm
today aint a good day i guess
its like a halt to the normal times
seesh

had the last guides meeting
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH`
yup. then me, bing, wen, jas and jiayi did our last footdrill together
diamond formation can! so cool
with all the knocking down and the crazy timings
haha. its the spirit :D
yep. announced the nxt batch of leaders
i think they'll do a great job
seesh (: guides gonna be better eh?
aftr all the things ppl say
i've learnt that everything's okay as long as we feel it on our own
who cares bout their judgement
i mean if they really think they are THAT great
then so be it
cos sometimes when you're not in it, you'll never feel the same way
yah. i love guides! :D
and its more than a CCA, its my dream.

i changed the song on my front page
yeahh (:

me and queen were crying and laughing today
seesh
the counsellor like came to us alot of times

i wanted to say smth
but i cant remember
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh`
nvm

im daring (: yahh

(:

2006-04-09T09:46:00.000+08:00

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me;

i didnt use the comp for two days okay!
horribly proud of myself
HAHAHAHAHA

had flag day yesterday
guess everyone was sian-ed out
so we didnt get to collect as much
me and seowli went to run in the rain! wheee
me and yt bought thumbtack-look-alike studs
and it looked huge on her while it looked small on me
BIG EAR LOBES!

we did high jump
super shiok
although i couldnt really jump. haha

injured my knee while playing netball
urgggg`
i elbowed alfred's chest
then he rammed my knee ):
then we both sat on the court while laughing and half crying at the same time
quite stupid

I BOUGHT A NEW BOTTLE!
and i felt cheated again cos i saw a ~~nicer~~ one at $8.90
10 cents leh!

ice age 2 is nice
haha
although its quite spastic at times
c1516(:

mid year's coming!
and yah.
IM MRS DABIAN!
MRS NG, ARE YOU READING THIS!
lmao

seesh
dont make me change my impression of you ya?
you cant judge cos you dont really see whats happening

and i dont wanna give up helping!
but i dont know what to do
hais

sometimes love sees what the rest cant see
080406 first! (: and you mean everytime to me. yeah`

RAINBOW :D

2006-04-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

had flag day today!
me, pinky and tanisha went on a expedition!
haha
walked from clem to wcp
and we crossed this big piece of field
quite fun!
then went westmall to continue aftr that
its really nice when people donate!
and when they smile back to you
and mrs fong donated to us!
so cool

went jp to walk ard aftr that
toys r us is forever so amusing :D

we had social etiquette on wednesday!
the food was rather nice lah, but the portion super small ):
everyone wear until very nice! hohoho
FOUR4 YAMSENG (:

and the cambodia king vist!
the lift had to break down can. urghhhh
and exco is damn zilian
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

oh
i changed seat liao
im sitting with my er zi now. haha
he keeps demanding for sweets -.-

im visting my brother tml!
ahhh` sounds like he's in prison or smth
but yah, the house is damn empty without him ):

It's so unbelievable
And I don't want to let it go
Something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall.

HAHA

2006-03-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

geek is the colour for fall
im the geek in the pink;

NEW TIMETABLE!
monday's used to pass very fast
arggg

went for guides aftr that
yea. MY DABIAN WAND!
i know everyone thinks its cute but you all just dont wanna admit!
HAHA

gummy bear did something super random and it was funny :D

oh wells
I VERY DAO TODAY MEH?
maybe i was like, sad/upset/pissed
i dont know lah, its pretty amazing how ppl can harp onto smth for so long
all the teasing and stuffs
i mean, its not fair when what you all talk about is untrue
what if his girl misunderstands us?
what if his girl decides to give up on him thinking that the rumors are true?
you all might just think its for the fun
but the one who really gets hurt in the end is her
its so unfair
she's getting hurt for all the things that are untrue
hais

got to eat my medicine liao
THEY ARE AS BIG AS MENTOS ):

YAH!

2006-03-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

dance performace was hilarious
the three of us totally anyhow dance the last one
and we were doing the same action for this part we forgot
super stupid

sport heats was AWESOME!
400m heat had only three ppl!
arggggg`
yah. super proud of the girls! (:
and good job for the guys too (:
feel the adrenaline pumping

had learning journey the other day
quite nice lah, although i didnt learn much
the colour stained windows are super chio!
woohoo

OH!
I SAW THIS WOMAN WITH YAM HEELS LOOK ALIKE!
):
I THINK IM TOO OBSESSED WITH IT LIAO
HURHUR

my mum's forcing me to see doctor tml
if not, i'll have lung cancer
cos all the phelgm is gonna be soaking inside
EEW

i shall go to sleep!
dreams these day are super.. HAHA

you're my TANG GUO rush (:

2006-03-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

im sick
seesh
and i refuse to go to the doctor cos i cannot take pills!
HAHA

exco meeting was.. noisy
i think the ppl at the library and foodcourt must have hated us
WU YAN LIU SE HEN KE AI!

school's reopening and i haven touch my homework yet!
ahahaha
totally scrwed up all my chem concepts the other day
yah. and we went sports day training
needs alot of improvement ):

yah. the sore throat is killing me!
and would i be slapped if i say i still think bout the yam pair of heels
ahhhh`

morn motivation; =D

and with that i slowly get numb to the fear
as i lay me head down with the tears
now what?

blah

2006-03-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

YAH!
im blogging cos im bored
grrrr
i SHALL and i WILL start on my geog homework aftr i finish typing this

had chem and ss remedial today
i like the friendly dentists! (:
oh well
ms ng sort of flared up
seesh
and chem was rather okay
i feel my chem cells increasing!
woohoo

chionged netball!
and went home sweaty and smelly
eew

was bathing just now
and..
I SUDDENLY THOUGHT OF THE DANIEL YAM HEELS AGAIN
grrrr

STUSSY GUY <3
okay. i shall move my butt of the chair liao

wzdhp ):

malacca!

2006-03-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

woohoo
malacca was alright-fun lah
but i slept alot during the travelling time so yah
thanks to shina for a feng you (:
would have died from my headache
and sexy for her pillow! (:

i think the most fun part was only the shopping
lols
kinda regretted not buying the shirts!
grrrr
exchanged shoes with yt
so now i have one black and one white!

no one managed to thon but yah
i love my TAI TAIS (:

me and sexy were talking in some funny language
hohoho
we love our mums <3

yeah
went shopping with pinky, boob and shang just now
the guys got their shirt!
woohoo
still haven got my top yet ):
AND THE DANIEL YAM/YUM HEELS ARE A FREAKING $72.45
GRRRRRRRRRR
i finally found smth of my size and my liking
but why the price! ):
oh well

my heart you'll be breaking
so why do you do this to me
oh wells. wdyhtkltm. jtmiyrmh. shucks

sarang heyo!

2006-03-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

YAWNS-
bought a new skirt! yah
aftr 234567891 years i have a decent skirt
woohoo
lunched at sakae (:

malacca trip in 15 hrs
im.. excited!
WOOHOOO
shopping, eating, gossiping and mahjong-ing!

Blinded by the light you shine
The colours fade completely
Blinded by you everytime
I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colourblind
I just can't deny this feeling

everything's gonna be okay (: ~~i think~~

TASTEBUDS ):

2006-03-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

AHHH`
been a great week chiong-ing netball and stuffs
investiture! (:
yep. went rather well without major hiccups i guess
council and exco so rock. hurhur

had ipp today
rather cool
with all the trash bags and sealing of windows!
hahas

MALACCA IN THREE DAYS
im super excited (:
hahahahahahahas

TEDDY BEAR!
hahahahahs
tastebuds tastebuds (:

gonna start studying hard aftr march hols
eeks
no more slacking!

sarang heyyo. means i love you <3

-

2006-03-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

commitment;
the hard work and loyalty that someone gives to an organization, activity

sometimes you're just torn between choices and you never know which one to pin your hope on
its this period which we have to stand strong together

i've been harping on this long enough
and thinking of it just makes me feel no where better
choose one and forgo the other?
eeks

I FOUND SMTH SERIOUS TO TALK ABOUT LIAO!
hahahahas
okay. i just need to get this off my chest
but yah
i shall be guai and do the homework i've owed over the past week ):

with power, comes responsibilities

2006-03-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

always said I would know where to find love

LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!
and i've got no idea why im not feeling tired at all
maybe got smth to do with the vanilla thingy i drank just now

always thought I'd be ready and strong enough

yep, campfire was rather fun
fuhua scouts are always beside us!
funny ppl. hahas

but some times I just felt I could give up

was singing stickwitu and dont love you no more with gummy bear
wheee

but you came and you changed my whole world now

oh
i have a sudden urge to take out my maths homework and start doing it now
grrrr

i'm somewhere i've never been before

den again, i feel like sleeping liao
tsktsk. so undecisive

now I see, what love means

today, i decided that i shall not type in my own language

you-
been a good three months or so le
and im quite surprised that a lot of ppl still dont know bout it
hahas
i know you'll be reading this and yah
i know my attitude towards you sucked alot after it
im really sorry eh?
the thing is, he's aint the only reason for all thats happening now
theres many other stuffs that i didnt told you before
so... i hope you understand and dont think too much bout it
i guess im really happier now
but i assure you, i was equally happy then (:
and i hope you are too
but i guess things just change over time
yep, i dont know if you're nick is talkin bout me
but i dont really wanna guess about it
you'll be better, trust me
there's so much more ppl out there who understand you more
so yah

it's so unbelievable;

pointless

2006-03-04T12:57:00.000+08:00

whee
had road run and career talk yesterday
404 mass walked
then me and amanda decided to run back during the last lap
bleaghs
shld have ran the whole thing
cos we were saying, scally we run back still got medal to take!
HAHA
yeah. running partner cum quarreling partner!

den went suntec for the career exhibition
the bus ride there was uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i wished i was seowli
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH =D
was rather pointless cos like we couldnt attend the talk since the room was full
so we went off!
walked around to window shop
but rather weird cos the guys were half the time stonish
tsktsk
didnt get any skirt ):
bwahhhh`
I HOPE I STIKE TOTO SOON

then went home with berv, TANyt, pinky and shang
hahas
MY TEDDY BEAR <3

things i must do to cheer my teddy bear up:
1) ~~bring~~ drag him home
2) bathe him
3) scrub his fur
4) read him a bedtime story
5) tuck him in to bed

OH. AND I JUST CUT MY HAIR
hahas
i look mushroomy
yucks
and there's rv campfire ltr
hope it gonna be fun

seesh. wyryrbasoohoo. idk. bshifybhwh.

2006-03-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

我知道我有罪
讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错
讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我就是我错
却不好说拈花惹草是我又是我
罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
就罚我唱情歌
越唱越大声
我爱我承认
唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何
你值得更好的男人

我知道我有罪
讲的罪
只出一张嘴
我知道我有错
讲的错
坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我就是我错
却不好说痞子无赖是我又是我
罪让你承受

让我这罪人
嚷到心灰意冷
痛苦已喊不出声
你背已转身
我看到你伤痕
才知道我错我有多残忍

crumbled
cos that was my biggest fear
and it came true
WOAH.

tangled

2006-03-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes it just feels so bad
that i wanna put an end to everything
they say its scary when someone thinks too much
so i think i shldnt spend too much stoning
today freaked me out
i dont even know if im angry or what
but i just feel super tangled up inside
maybe its really a gamble
when you have more than one stories bout it
its up to you to judge
right or wrong
trustable or what

gragggg
the stress is coming back
i just realised i got loads of things undone

-

-

2006-02-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwwwdotxyz!

ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang le

FINALLY!

2006-02-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

COMMONS ARE OVER!
WHEEEE
sorry but im a little slow
hahas

performance ended today
yep, was kinda great lah
CHINA GUYS ARE GOOD LOOKING!
yeah, even with non-stylish hair
its their features that makes them look good
and the china girls are pretty too (:

i only remember mugging like siao during commons
and yah
still got loads of things to chiong this week

OH!
and pinky has new hairstyle
hahahahas
and i had some eating disorder
madness

OLENG PPL (:
and SOMEONE is super sad that we dont wanna gossip with him
HAHA

-

2006-02-19T10:11:00.000+08:00

there's dance ltr
and we're expected to stay till late evening
die niao
i think my first commons are so gonna be a flop
someone shoot me in the head please
i've been trying but i know its not hard enough
at this rate im going no where
sometimes i know its wrong from the start
i'll most probably get 4 for the "studies" section
ahhh` screw it
i cant disappoint anyone
especially myself

on a lighter note
this week has been rather nice lah
at least im happy!
whee
OLENG PPL!

words cant bring me down (:

-

2006-02-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES <3
yep
thanks to everyone for the lovely cards and snacks
all the chocos got deformed in the end
hahas

mr teoh and chopin's been talking with us bout O'lvls
our future courses and stuffs
hmmm
8 marks 8 marks 8 marks
then we shall mass chiong acjc or smth (:
hahas

MALACCA TRIP IN ONE MONTH MINUS TWO DAYS (:
i keep irritating sexy with my countdowns
hahas

talks with hamke are always nice
and gossiping with sexy during history!
lols
GOSSIPING MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND;

commons in less than a week
haven started
die niao

people are all the same
and we only get judged by what we do
personality reflects name
and if I'm ugly then so are you

on a random note
i wrote a poem for my alter ego today
hahas
shall buy it nxt time and hang him on my bag (:

-

2006-02-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmm
got back our results and yup
at least got one A1 secured
ct in a weeks time!
and i haven even like started on anything

i have lived my past weeks in crap
dont even remember doing any piece of work on time
this sucks

let coin = life
head = good side of it
tails= bad side of it
p {head and tail} = 0

everything's just swirling round and round
there's no ifs to that question
grrrr
i shall occupy myself with more intellectual stuffs
sometimes its just better to keep everything to yourself
and one day i'll explode
like a pretty metallic balloon (:

-

2006-02-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

HANGING BY A MOMENT (:
I'VE GOT NO HOMEWORK TODAY BUT I GOT SO MANY THINGS TO DO
I JUST FEEL VERY. SQUASHED
HAHAS
PIZAAAAAAAS
TIME'S RUNNING OUT AND I HAVEN GOT THE V DAY PRESENTS YET
DIE NIAO

JUST HAD THIS SUDDEN URGE TO BLOG IN CAPS
URGHHH-

ZHI ZU MAKES SO MUCH SENSE =DD

rammed

2006-02-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

who was i to make you wait;

whee
i got rammed by a ball yesterday
and i can feel my iq decreasing

graggg
i realised my kappas are like, breaking?
lousy pair of shoes!
watched i not stupid 2
and yah
cant figure out how they became so shuaii (:
AND DEAR!
JE IS A NICE PLACE TO CAMP ON SATURDAYS!

yawns-
deamiias cyatr sair iwytbh bijchi iibotw alinbtp p mibiwsaff dkl

and i lied

2006-02-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

blahblahblah
A SUDDEN SURGE OF SADNESS
i thought it shld have gone away long ago
and i thought it shldnt be affecting me
hurhur
i cant find it
die niao

i lied
just like you did
shrugs-

GEISHA!

2006-01-31T19:34:00.000+08:00

today's class outing was such a success!
THREE PPL CAME!
damn siao
rotted at one spot for 1 min
den took a few steps and rot at the new spot
hahas
so decided to go jp and rot
bout tics for MEMOIRS OF GEISHA!
meanwhile, went to stone around again
played with earnie and the whats his name thingy
gay couple!
AND MY KING KONG WAS NOT FAITHFUL ):
ahhh`

mog was nice!
think the kimono and the clogs are kinda cool
and i like the "one look" thingy
woohoo
MY DANNA IS THE CHAIRMAN =DD

aftr the show went to kiddy palace to stoned around again
me and bervyn died-ed looking at risheng's pervetness
smth's terribly wrong with him today
uh-huh
tml's class outing better be successful
CLASS CHAIRMAN! 10% HOR

cny's kinda boring this year
just stoned around in ppl's house and koped all their kaixinguos
ang pow also very little!
hahas
but gotta repay all the debts i owe ):

IF I WAS A GUMMY BEAR, HUIMIN FLAVOUR, EEWEN WOULD EAT ME UP =DD
DO YOU SEE THIS THE STALKED?

alter egos (:

and we'll just keep pretending that time will wash everything away

and you lied.

2006-01-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =DD
im not particularly excited bout it but yah

was cleaning some stuffs when my kor came and ask me
kor: "what are you going"
me: "washing my hamtaro (rubber figurines) see, they are squeaky clean now. SQUEAK SQUEAK."
kor: "haii"
sometimes i think he's just sad that his sister is so retarded =DD

tests week is over
no confidence in any subjects
banner paintings day are over!
and all the late night walks to clem
dabao-ing fries to school
blah blah
and may i repeat for one last time
WE WONT WIN ANYWAY
LER-MAO

thanks to jie and penguin for everything (:
and waxgurl for telling them
HAIYO
CHINmaomao&TANmaomao

stoned around at library with fr44ks on fri
didnt get to see beloved xian dan ):

OH! tang guo chong tong!
((:

shrugs-

withdrawed

2006-01-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

time check 9.30pm
so gonna screw chem and ss tml
haven even started

someone said smth during hist today
errr. didnt know whats was with my reaction but yah
i guess it struck me quite bad
aftr i was thinking bout it jut now
im getting pissed off wih myself for dwelling on it
its just
would things be better if im stripped off of my post?
im trying okay
do you think i feel good seeing the reaction i get?
stunned shocked surprised disgusted

nobody told me that it would turn out so bad
i dont even know where im heading too

ijdalwu-

bahh

2006-01-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just feel so withdraw-ed from this world
oh well

just now on the bus
while i was in te queue to get down
this woman "excuse me" me
so i thought she wanted to get down to
so i siam one side
then the door open, so everyone was like moving
den the woman walk until the door there she stop
and the bus uncle closed the door on me
grrrrr

this is so random but yah
do i really really really look like a guy?
grrrr

im very very excited bout the malacca trip
for i dont know what reasons
sexy gonna be sleeping with me (:
BEAMS!

im just very confused bout it
its like, i dont even know what im supposed to do
its what you call the guilty treatment
then when ppl ask bout it, i dont even know what to answer
i just have to smile it off and pretend everything's alright
i shld just fall sick and die at the hospital
she'll be happy
he'll be happy
i'll be happy
everyone's gonna be happy
im not okay
not o-fucking-kay.

(:

2006-01-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me;

THRID WEEK OF SCHOOL!
but my brain's still empty
homework and stuffs
i'll nvr seem to be able to complete them on time
hiakk
this week has been school, eat, msn, sleep
grrrr
i'll nvr improve at this rate ):

ANYWAY!
had exco meeting the morning
BA XIAN (:
its just great loads of fun hanging ard and doing proper work
whee

then went to meet my mum to buy new year clothes
wanted to buy this pair of flops but didnt have my size
damn sian lah
those nice nice things i always cannot wear de
WHEN WILL I EVER HAVE MY OWN PAIR OF HEELS?
3 inches will do. 177 (:

yesterday went to makan aftr school
den stayed around in the library until quite late
library nobody!
was damn quiet at night loh
MY XIAN DAN WENT HOME ):
shall miss him till he comes out again

graggg
i shall be a nice girl and go do my homework
kor's coming back tonight! wheee

stalker stalker stalkers!
sec ones are getting creepy, arent they?
all eyes got stamps de! muahaha

blue ice is addictive

oh!
and all the chefs in the world love me(:
the one in imm and famosa! muahaha

urhhh
nothing liao
hahas

action of the year: HAI!

lioow(:

macromolecules!

2006-01-16T19:02:00.000+08:00

WHEEE!
i just had a sudden urge to blog (:

collected my ic today!
grrrr
im so gonna try to lose it tml and replace it with a new one
hahas
went crazy over nicko specs today (:
listen to some gossips
hurhur
spent most of my time in school stoning ard and sleeping
still very tired lah

aftr school went to eat
and we had some INTERESTING discussions
damn siao
lmao
den went to find jie
wheee!
had a good nice talk lah
bout studies and all the other stuffs
hurhur
walked home coz he very giam and didnt want to waste money to take bus -.-
hahas
i still think my jie very shuai in his new hairstyle (:
hope he doesnt see this but yah
he says i shld become a les
coz apparently some sec1s messaged to stalk me
GIRL SUMMORE
bah` the story of the girl who stared at me! hahas
and he say i very tall liao!
MUAHAHAHA

got loads of stuffs to do
but i rather much study for matrices test tml
grrrr

cosp! ): sometimes it hurts to think that things just might not be that way

accidentally in love!

2006-01-15T09:53:00.000+08:00

So now my soul's in debt
I must regret
I die and live another lonely day;

OC 2006 (:
was kinda fun in a way
running around getting stuffs and training my muscles
heh
wanna thanks all the ug ppl
guides and npcc for the campfire (:
wheee. my fault for all the screw ups
and thanks to you guys for being such wonderful ppl in setting up all the stuffs and helping me do all the things i missed out
ncc girl brigade and boy brigade for the security part (:
although i think only the girl brigade were working
hah!
quite interesting to have know more ppl
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
THE 13TH EXCO (:
sa jiao QUEEN, sa jiao PRINCESS, sa jiao KING, shu chong, bao qing tian, banana, titanium and mao!

only managed to catch 35 minutes of sleep during the camp
but okay lah
went to gajiao hamke at 3 am
crapped and they attempted to teach me the knot to tie the boots
LOW IQ ):
it was kinda cold and some stupid person didnt have his own jacket!
lmao
and it was quite funny seeing pinky sa siao-ing to himself
HAHA

i suddenly lost the mood to blog
so i shall end abruptly

cac! (:

L-O-V-E

2006-01-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard;

ITS RAINING AGAIN!
blah. newspaper say will rain for 3 more days
hurhur
been wearing my jacket and socks to sleep every night
but when i wake up in the morning
my blanket's on the floor
so pointless!

OC IN 3 DAYS (:

i know im supposed to do maths now
but i just cant get into the mood ):
yesterday when mr teoh came into the class
think everybody was holding on to our breaths
then when he started giving out papers
i almost freaked out thinking it was the test
but lucky it was just notes
heh
dont know lehs
it was like some super fear gripping on to me

DID I SAY MY KOR CAME BACK FROM NS?
but he's going back in the aftrnoon ltr so like yah
he looks nice in botak (:
when he came home yesterday night
he was like
"aiya. i dont know why i bought shampoo for. also no hair to wash"
lmao

stayed back in school to rot around yesterday
and we played with gary (the snail) along the road
hahas

the biggest mistake is to try to fit in
when its not my business, i do it
when its my business, someone comes over and try to take charge
wake up your bloody idea
-

rain outside my window

2006-01-08T09:58:00.000+08:00

ITS RAINING NON STOP
grrrr
but damn nice to sleep in lah
so no complains (:

been going around to collect the particulars
and i think im damn dumb
keep thinking that i lost the CCA's contact
but i actually i passed on to another grp
so i went back to the CCA to ask them write again
in the end
i got like 2 copies of quite alot of grps
BLAH`

been missing quite a lot of lessons
my mind feel so empty
and i still haven complete my hols homework which are due nxt week =/

yep
had CCA extravengenza yesterday
but was running around most of the time so like yah

OC IN A WEEK (:
quite excited
grp two ooi!

MOT DE VOL!
wahahaha
-shhhhhhh- to yiqi and jj

yep
had a nice talk with the stalked yesterday
"beneath every friendship there's a crack"
so chim hor
but yahh
i guess im not gonna think bout such stuffs till a long long time

fall to pieces kinda make sense now

sp!
i just knew that it couldnt be that way

lime and orange!

2006-01-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
hahas
reached school rather early and stuff
BAHHH`
i know lah
shocked, unexpected

kinda like my seat i guess
6th floor very windy!

NICE yiting and NICE squidwort pei-ed me go clem to get my stuffs
hahas
on a random note
THERES NO MORE SPONGEBOB ON TV!
GRRRRRRRR.

this entry is very pointless (:

oh
there's malay lesson tml!
im rather excited
hahas
dak mao and mao
i still dont get what they trying to say
okay. bu guan wo de shi

theres alot of things where there's more than one reason to it
and yep
stunned (:
better off this way
woots

[_31.12.2005_]

2005-12-31T15:07:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF 2005!
WHEE!
i dont know if im excited or what but yah
i know im not very prepared for sec4 i guess
(you feel that sense of insecurity when you haven completed your homework. hah)

anyway
my previous post was very random
told ya that im not okay liao (:

yep
shall give out thank you speeches to grps of ppl, cause im lazy to type individually
hahas
den i shall float back to do my homework which i swore to start it 2hrs ago

FR34K!
woah. a year since i've been in this class. yep, at first was rather reluctant and i cried like shit on the day i got back the class postings cause i wanted so badly too be in the same class as the sans. boo. for the first few months i was still rather sian ard in class cause i didnt realli have much ppl to talk to and due to the fact that i sat right behind the class, i almost died-ed cause i felt so... isolated. hmmm. but i guess things got better, or may i say very fun when i got to know more ppl. all the times we sat together eating, playing netball, camping at macs and stuffs. getting scolded and being the class which succesfully got the highest msg among the whole level for almost every single subject. haha. although i might not be close to every single of you guys, but thanks for being such wonderful classmates, be it whether you love me or hate me, i just wanna say im glad that im in such a nice class (:

THE SANS!
ahhhhh` its been a year! so fast right! hahas. haven been really hanging around with you guys since aftr the first half of the year i guess. but dont worry k, coz deep in my heart there's always a place reserved for you all! thanks for being such wonderful friends for these 3 years and being the most siao ppl i've known. WE'LL HAVE A PICNIC AT YOUR CLASS BACK DOOR AGAIN =D i love you guys alot in case you dont know, lmao. so yup. we'll be forever (:

PARTY TEAM <3
wheeeeeeeeee. since been quite a time since shanghai trip and i kinda miss you guys. hahas. was kinda cool to have known you guys during that time coz i wasnt realli expecting it. heh. yep, thanks for all the great memories we had in china, and not forgetting the times back here, changi, sentosa, sake! we'll set some record soon eh? like maybe drinking the most coke in a minute or smth liddat. haha

13th EXCO!
hurhur. i guess things have been going rather successful until now, and yep, i confess to being one of the slackest one and the rather useless one. muahaha. we so gonna rock OC nxt year and bring council to greater heights eh? and i really enjoy working with you all and knowing all of you better. yupp (:

CL, ACL!
hahas. i dont know what grp title to put so i put this. hahas. yep, have been a few nice months working with you guys. although i do show some stupid attitude and come up with stupid suggestions, thanks a lot for putting up with me and stuff. heh. nxt year gonna be rather tough i guess, but we'll pull through right? must achieve our aims and bring guides to greater heights (:

HAMKEWONG!
wahahaha, two ppl that i'll nvr imagine knowing them or smth liddat. eh, cant realli remember how we formed it but yah, me and pinky used to complain risheng being the most un-enthu one. haha! yepp, thank to you guys for being so siao. pinky for always giving weird solutions to my problems and risheng for being ever so smelly. muahaha

BOOB!
ah boob! lols. thanks for being there for me every single time eh? hahas. love you to bits and pieces. lmao. AND PLEASE CHARGE YOUR NEW BATT THE NXT TIME! i guess most of the stuff are written in the card, so yup. love you loads (:

STRAWBS!
ppl come ppl go, but i'll treasure all the wonderful memories (:

6A`03
wheres our class gathering?! lmao, liu allows us to crash his house nxt time i think. haha. haven seen most of you peeps around since we graduated and stuff. meet up soon eh? if not we'll be too old to be recognizable liao. haha. and on a special note to yyyj: MY TRUE LOVE, MY DAUGHTER (!) AND MY FRIEND.. FOREVER X)

STUDENT CARE DAYS!
hah. i know this is so random and i've lost contact with like them for a million of years. but yup, was packing my cupboard the other day and i saw some drawings we scribbled on my notebook. those were the most happiest days of my life. go student care, play, bathe, eat, sleep, talk, do homework. so totally miss it. and all the friends i made and all the games we played. i remember the elite team we had while playing rounders and rocket! super super super super fun. and i guess i miss all of them, from young too old. i remember the tidbits day on thursday! haha. maybe most importantly i do miss SUPERMAN (: hahas.teaching me basketball, passing mentos under the table, going to school, i remember the corn soup! wahaha. i guess everyone of them has affected me in a way or so and i really wish to see them like one more time. yep

MY KOR!
i've know you 15 years of my life, gosh. hahas. AND YOU STILL OWE ME A DUMB TESTIMONIAL. grrrrrr. its gonna be a sad thing when you leave for army in a week. BAHHH` gonna miss you a lot.. CAUSE NOBODY TEACH ME HOMEWORK. DIE LIAO. hahas. no lah. but rather i'll miss your presence at home coz there's no one for me to gajiao anymore. and yep.. guess i'll be watching spongebob alone for a long time ): bleaghs. thanks for being such a nice kor all this life, although i get fustrated with you when you try to teach me myp4 maths in algebra and you start rolling your eyes when i cant get what you're trying to teach me. and thanks for leaving such a legend until i have to be referred as "chin hui han's sister" grrrrr. nvm lah, smth to be proud of right? hahas. i love you (: EEEEW

im sorry if i missed out anyone eh.

yep, guess 2005 was kinda memorable lah
met new friends but kinda lost some
bleaghs
2006 gonna be better (:

hohoho
smth random
actually its kinda good if i was a guy
coz the dance tchr yesterday said
i everything also long
eh. get what i mean?
SO BU HAO XIAO RIGHT!

2005-12-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

IM NOT OKAY (:
this post is very random
so please dont read
hahas
SUDDENLY
I JUST FELT VERY HAPPY
for i dont know what reasons
im like beaming in my heart now
heh

yep
i think i've thought enough bout it
as i was typing it just now
i just felt better if things stayed this way
platonic
whatever but yah
bear, giraffe and the i-cannot-remember-what

and im not gonna get angry and fustrated over things
hmmm
time will heal everything
and hopefully one day we'll learn to let go on things we arent supposed to hold on too

im not o fcuking kay
but its alright
i guess i can keep this happiness in me for a few more hours before i turn in for bed

stickwitu makes more sense now in a way
but its not true
haha

platonic
platonic
platonic

it will be better of this way i guess
haha

2005 ending soon
so like yah
since im in a good mood
i shall type randomly

I LOVE EVERYONE ON EARTH
ESPECIALLY KING KONG COZ IM GONNA SEE HIM TML =DD
i love every organism on earth
including all the mao on me
who stood by me despite all the discrimination
i love you mao <3

and PSST
I SAW THAT YOU FUNNY SHIT
I KNOW YOU DONT MEAN IT
BUT YAH..
I AM HOU PEI CHEN NOT CHILILING LAH
HURHURRRRRRRRRRR
i almost died from laughing when i saw that

i shall bring my happiness to sleep
oh
im not okay's still playing
i get happier as i listen to it
stupid (:

[_25.12.2005_]

2005-12-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

today is christmas
merry christmas
my christmas wish is to have more mao
yea right

had sec 1 registration the other day
hurhur
so like i wasnt in a good mood for the second day running
got scrwed for my BEAUTIFUL and NEAT hair
right
did the info booth
and me and jj spent most of our time entertaining ourselves
heh

finally finished writing the xmas cards!
woohoo
maybe except for.. one

chionged mahjong yesterday
wheee
i won a lot of times (:

hmmm
you know in those kinds of show
where the girl/boy cries like siao when she/he loses like some loved ones
and then woke up the nxt morning blind?
yep
does it like realli happens?
i hope it does

i spent the past three days rolling my eyeballs
hah
damn qiang
cause everything comes to this point where it becomes fcking irritating
and then you just seriously hope you'll die of skin cancer like... soon

this has been a devasting month
and i realli feel like being alone at times
literally and figuratively

does it matter?
i dont even think i much needed anyway
i know im a space filler and thats it
maybe i shld just quit and it'll be better
at least i wont get scrwed at home and in school

there so much thing happening
blah

zui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai;
geddit? shou fang kai

[_22.12.2005_]

2005-12-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

back from chalet!
wheee
was kinda fun lah
at least better as compared to the previous one

day1`
went chalet and stoned at the lobby for i dunno how long while waiting for the rest
the chairs very comfy (:
hoho
den checked in and went to cycle
hurrr
my tyre got stuck half way and i dunno push push push until it okay liao
went back to join the rest coz i was the lost sheep
heh
felt damn terrible coz i was cycling very slowly and the others couldnt go fast because of me
SOUNDS FAMILIAR. BAHHH
den quite pissed off with myself. eeks
sorry to those i pms-ed at ):
went back to prepare bbq and stuffs
was damn enthu in my marshmellow and prawns
heh
hamkewong sat round the rubbish bag eating!
lmao
den the rest joined and crapped
played cards and slack around
and yah
we went to stalk ms chean
HAHA
went to the beach in the morning
stood there singing our heads off
lmao
started raining then went to stone at the shelter
went back chalet to sleep aftr that
damn
everyone mistook me for a bag
BAHHHH`

day2
woke up den went to eat breakfast
rather amazed by the bacon
lols
went bowling!
i like the yellow 7 pounder
hoho
i think shang personally bribed my bowling ball or smth liddat
BUT NVM
I WIN $9
YOU BETTER PAY ME BACK YOU SMELLY SQUIRELL
hah
went back chalet to play intellectual games e.g HEART ATTACK!
chionged all the way till lunch and went to play arcade
died-ed at para
haha
think 3% or smth liddat
stoned for the nxt half of the day
blahh
den went to sleep quite early
sleep until my butt pain
grrrrr

yep
i'll miss all the staircase slides
super super fun (:
and all the jolly shandy

went back school today
talked ard with boob!
den aftr that had lunch
almost freaked out
thougt i kept hallucinating bout ppl calling me
grrrrr
had the meeting with the OC peeps
stoned ard again
almost died while listening to shanhuhai
blahhhh

sec 1 regi tml!
ALL EYES ALERT FOR SHUAI GES AND CHIO BU =DD

i've got a lot more to blog bout
but im rather sian
nxt time maybe
need to go eat my tang yuan liao!
heh
=DD

[_16.12.2005_]

2005-12-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

i must stickwitu forever;

TODAY LIBRARY WAS FUNNY =DD
hahas
at first quite sian
cause i was the only one at first floor sorting out all the stuffs
multi-tasked like siao
den chiong to ljs for lunch break
UH-OH
supspected food poisning
aftr that did shelving on lvl 2
den..
there was 2 other guys doing on the level
so i was doing doing
den i went to MY trolley to get the books
den GUY1 was taking books from MY trolley
and he tooked like a lot to go and shelve
so i was thinking
"wah. he help me izzit?"
so i didnt realli care
den i thought for a while
cannot be right?
where got ppl so siao go do other ppl's trolley de
so i was thinking of telling him
when his friend, GUY2 came back with THEIR trolley
upon seeing two trolley
GUY1 looked a little lost and went to GUY2
didnt realli heard what they were talking about
but heard GUY1 say "fcuk"
HAHA
so i supposed he found out that he took from the wrong trolley
den i very paiseh
coz he took ALOT of books
so i continue doing and doing
den aftr that bing, wen and jia came and help
finish liao
den i was still feeling very bad
and only one of the guys was still there
not very sure if it was GUY1 or GUY2
but i decided to go help
but.. i didnt dare to tell him
so
I WENT TO STEAL HIS BOOKS =/
DAMN DUMB!
when he went to shelve
i crept to his trolley and grab some books away
LMAO
i think got this woman looking at me
cause it was damn siao
third time when i stole his book, think he found out liao
siao
so we decided to run away
HAHA
this entry is so pointless. lmao

gonna do for the last day tml
den i shall get my 30hrs CIP!
woohooo

chalet in 4 days =DD

IM THE NO. 1 OUXIANG (:

when you feel that familiar sense of fear griping on to you
and you know
you're stuck in a dilemma

2005-12-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

today was the second day of library CIP
almost died-ed while doing shelving of the CDs
hurhur
anyone who anyhow throw thier books around when they visit libraries shall die a horrible death!

i've this sudden urge to blog
but i dunno what to blog about
haha

chalet's in a week
i seriously need the 15% dear said
the more the better

-
i never wanted to know why it would turn out this way. and deep inside, i really hope its someone else. i wish that i never ever ever got to knew bout it and that i might be better off that way. this sucks

~~will this dream ever come true?~~

2005-12-12T09:32:00.000+08:00

i was running from the truth
and now im crawling back to you;

wooo
nice song (:

going to do library CIP ltr
hahas
hope it gonna be alright
supposed to be jogging now
but cancelled due to..
safety reasons =DD

went shopping with my dear STALK the other day
bought school shoes and my fbt pants
wheeee
den went bugis to look ard round
GOLD&SILVER BELTS (:
although gold is still the nicest
hah
talked bout loads of stuffs lah
right.. shall proclaim my love for the SMART one <3

had the esplanade recording that day
with jj, xue, yq, russell, kahswee and si ian
quite cool lah
thought of some thingy in school and the ppl liked it a lot
hohoho
the chio bu at esplanade (:
went pizza hut to eat aftr that
damn shuang
paid $1 each only
lmao
got my sling bag and pencil case!
den walked back to mrt through citylink dere
decided to go see the roxy shop
and i felt damn cheated
of my ONE DOLLAR ):
my billabong pencil case cost $20.90
den the roxy one $19.90
ONE DOLLAR LEHS
according to russell peter, you can get smth at the value shop!
think jj almost died listening to me complain
hahas
UM CHIO WOMAN!

hols are gonna be over and my homework aint done yet
hahas
try chioing maths yesterday

ooooh
had bbq at my ah ma house on saturday
quite fun lah

hmmm
i dunno is it my subconscious or what
every time i wake up in the weeeeee hours of the morning
its always stickwitu playing on the radio
lmao
but its damn irrelevant now, right =/

sometimes you get so tramutized by stuffs that you start dreaming bout them
hahas
i dreamt bout REB scolding me!!
grrrrr

chalet in 8 days time (:

ooooo
the ballerina in helena's video has super chio ballet shoes
black lehs!

im not o-fcuking-kay;

[_07.12.2005_]

2005-12-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

bu shi lang er shi lei hai;

okay
im bored
hah
watched shishen for the dunno how many milionth times
watched mtvs over and over again to realise that all the dance steps looked rather the same
ate maggi mee for entertainment
and played trickortreat for the i-dunno-how-many times in a day

right
so im supposed to do my maths homework

i wanna get a new bag
many many bags
pencil case, bag, tops, pants, skirts

chalet's coming in a weeks time or smth liddat
i shall rob the bank and spend all the money on booze
hah
den i shall drown myself on the beach
wheee
but booze is damn ex lehs ):

haii
den again, i dunno if im looking forward to chalet
so many unknown reasons swirling in my head

yahhh`
i know theres smth wrong with me nowadays
hahas
every minute i just say fcuk for no apparent reasons
this is bad
very ver bad

hurhur
that time i saw this preety snowglobe at popular
giraffe, bear and smth else
i was telling nicko den i shall buy it for each of them
den i went on to blabber bout a lot of stuffs
and sometimes i think back
im not that close to them aftrall
rightt

i keep having very entertaning dreams these few days
once
i dreamt bout ahem
our school got some excursion
and ahem was there
she had some scandal with ahem and thus was expelled
surprisingly
i messaged ahem (as though i know her very well liddat.. haha)
and ahem refused to comment bout ahem
and for i dunno what reasons
i started calling out for ahem
very confusing but yah..
i think i real life
ahem think i dont like her
cause it cant be so coincedence right?
maybe ahem told ahem bout it
blahh`

i like every song for reasons
shan hu hai rawks
alot alot alot
i think it works both way
woohoo

hai niao gen yu xiang ai
zhi shi yi chang yi wai;

[_04.12.2005_]

2005-12-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around;

yepp
watched rv choir last night with liu and yvonny
-anyone going to hyperventilate and die? teehee-
quite cool.. they had mini musical and stuffs
liu was late so he had to treat us to drinks!
muahaha
yvonne had honeydew with carrot remains
boo
bought lovely flowers for yuxuan
alright
WE LOVE BARNEYY EH?
i love you, you love me, we are happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
SMOOCHES*
wont you say you love me toooo?
-that was gay-
muahaha
shall have a 6a gathering real soon with the usual peeps
yah

there's dance perfromance ltr
its quite.. dumb
i still cannot remember the dance
rahhhh`
realli hope i can get a new dance somewhere nxt year
if not i'll prolly die or smth liddat

hurhur
nxt week's finally free to STUDY!
right
like as if i would realli do it liddat

i decided not to slack and start helping out in council stuffs
hahas
lazy bones!

gotta start writing xmas cards liao
blahh

oooo
and there's realli such thing called MAO-ism
its some maozedong thingy
where they follow the basis of marxism or smth liddat
hahaha
SO COOL =DD

okay.. i gotta grunt now and let out some steam ):

right. im sick and tired of ppl telling me that i have a stucked up face. im sorry but i dont have a chio face for you to oogle at. and yes. stop saying that im an extreme case. 168 is not like some freak okay. you think i dont feel left out? i always get discriminated when i take photos, im already starting to walk with a slouch cause i cant stand up tall and lift my head high. worse off, why am i such a selfish person? rahhhh` i hate it when that feeling keeps coming back. screw me. mao's going downslopee

[_01.12.2005_]

2005-12-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

i've finall decided to blog
rahhhhh

sent sacha off on tuesday
teeheee
went sentosa aftr that with PARTY TEAM<3
hmm.. only got me,boob,lim,har and quek
learnt how to cylce!
muahaha
but felt quite bad cause like they culdnt go a lot of place coz of me
blahhhh
chionged sakae buffet aftr that
hohoho
was damn hilarious
we ate so that we would not make a loss
guessed the manager was rather pissed with us or smth liddat
and i ate 2 bowls of chawamushi!
im happy (:

i feel damn fat and lazy now a days
haven started on proper homework!
blahhhh`

yuxuan's performance this sat!
hmmm
i dont know why but im quite excited
hahas
FLOWERS AND PLY CARDS =DD

i decided that maybe i shld invest on concealer
hahas
shall be as ai mei as quekster

im b-o-r-e-d
blahhhh`

[_27.11.2005_]

2005-11-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

GRAD NITE05!
rahhh`
its finally over eh?
hahas
was a mini successs
yep.. at least tats whats we think lah
saw a lot of pretty girls and shuai ges
ALL THE SHUAII GES IN THE WORLD
lmao =DD
the shuaii ge nvr dress until very shuaii lehs
but nvm
still very shuai
-hyperventilates-
orchard aftr midnight is very.. bright
ahas
bought HAGEN DAAZ (how you spell it lah)
but it melted the nxt day
so like yup.. $12 lehs
refroze it still very nice
hahas.. sua ku nvr eat b4 mahs

had open house yesterdayy
quite okay lah

hmmm
im very entertained by cats these days
saw this super cute kitten just now
it had big ears, long limbs and a small puny face
very cute!
and this morning i saw this two cats talking
muahahaha

i need loads of endorphine
i need to cheer up and be happyy
roarrrr`

SEA game's here
must catch gymnas, track and volleyball!

ooo
i watched gof liao!
nice nicee
chochang, hermoine and fleur!
think i gonna be a les soon
yikes
had food poisoning that day too
puked longjohn out
lmao
resulted in my staying in bed for two days
did pratically nothing but wake up and sleep and wake up and sleep
SO PIGG!

blahhh
been MIA-ing from the comp these dew days

right.. my life's very scrwed right now.. i need tons of endorphines! maybe i really shld just roll off and explode.. haii.. maybe i shld just back out on both and concentrate on my studies or smth liddat.. at least if i screw my studies.. it only affects me.. yeaa.. maybe i forgot to tell them during the interview that im not that capable.. see.. nobody expected that it was me who took the job.. yeahh.. i dunno lah.. nobody wants you maomao.. you're just a fugly piece of furball.. hairy and disgusting! eeew.. and then there's THAT..arggggg..

[_21.11.2005_]

2005-11-21T09:38:00.000+08:00

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much;

im finally fifteen (:
rahhh`
just another year older right

gonna be a busy week
so i can be kept occupied

think my attitude totally sucked during guides
blahhh
sometimes i think im too ambitious
or whatever you call it
one more year and i dont wanna give up what i've always been dreaming since sec1
but if my attitude goes on like this
i know im just going to screw up everyone's life
sometimes i wonder if im in the wrong place from the start
sometimes i do regret not joining dance
sometimes i do think that im not capable enough to hold what im having now
rahhh`
so maybe i shall just zi bi and screw myself up instead of being a blockadge
you earn respect
but i think i totally failed
and on a note
to those ppl out there who enjoy laughing at guides
if you're very much stronger den us
its still alright
but if your own squad's discipline and whatever rest are no where better
den zip your mouth and roll of somewhere
i hope you burst into flames the nxt time you decide to laugh at us
at least our endurance is much higher den yours k?
-no personal attack here.. i just cant stand it when some shu nu comes and laugh at us when they aren't anywhere better-

gotta learn shanhuhai, he se mao yi and yequ by end of year!
rahhhhh`

question of the day:
WHICH LEG HAIR IS SEXIER? STRAIGHT OR CURLY

so you tell me;
why do i get this mixed feeling time aftr time

[_17.11.2005_]

2005-11-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

MAO-ster's back from cheena
with nice friends made and stuffs
PARTY TEAM (:

suzhou and hangzhou passed rather slowly lah
but the performance at school was impressive
ER NIU!
was damn excited to see smth you are so familiar with
lmao

shanghai was very fun
all the shopping and intense thon-ning
thou i never managed to survive successfully through a night

learned how to play bridge during the trip (:
had my toe nails painted blue and gree
muahaha

and i declare my love for party team! <3
was thinking that the trip would be rather sian and slow on the first few days
until i met these great ppl
all the late night tonning and crapping
gluppingg down bottles of drinks
hiding in the toilet (SHHHHHH!)
the fake billabongers and shades
bargaining for clothes
wheeee
and all the fun stuffs we had
=DD

totally cranked out when i reached home
tml still got school!
argggg
and i miss cheena's weather!
so cooling and u'll never sweat ):

birthday in 2 days =D

BOOB-*
10 days over!
i know you'll miss the times with me
muahaha
yeah`
realli glad to have you as partner
if not i wld have most die-d from boredom and isolation
remember
we shall love pinky and no one but pinky
lmao
but HE is hot lah =p

[_31.20.2005_]

2005-10-31T19:18:00.000+08:00

muahahah
got back report book
and yep
i did horribly ):
2 B3, 5 B4, 1 C5
UGHHHH!
i shall study harder nxt year!
rahhhhhhhhh`

o level cheena's over!
im quite gald i didnt study
lols
guessed out all the zao ju and tian xie han zi
just hope to get and A1
(you yi dian wang xiang tian kai)

crapped in mac for i dunno how many hours aftr school
sit until the seat can fry egg liao
lmaoo
I SAW A LAO UNCLE WITHOUT HIS ORANGE PANTS THIS TIME
muahahah
crapped alot alot with yt,yj,sx,rs
flipped thru the yearbook like a gazillion times
hohohoho
and im very gald i found someone who shared the same view as me
ALL THE SHUAII GES IN THE WORLD =DD

so like im leaving for shanghai in a weeks time
hmmmm

anywayy
thanks load to ama, juquah and sheryl for the pmk tee
hahas
yepp.. love it.. GIRAFFEEEEEEEEE!!

yeahh`
scribbling in cursive is super fun
eeks
and im gonna be super busy for this few days
rahhhhhh`

uh-oh
bei ai de nu ren is damn relevant
its so.. my feeling

i thought you wanted it this way?

[_25.10.2005_]

2005-10-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

There's someone out there for me
I know he's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me his name
This lifelong search is going to drive me insane;

zhang shang ming tu!
went back to school today aftr missing yesterday's lessons
rahh`
almost died from coughing during maths
muahahahaha
and hi five to all those who all dont know how to swallow pills
AND THOSE WHO KNOW HOW TO SWALLOW PILLS.. STOP GLOATING OVER IT! ESPECIALLY THE ONE WITH BIG BUCK TEETH AND THE PIMPLE/MOSQUITO BITE UNDER HIS MOUTH DE..
wo cong lai mei xiang guo
O levels coming!
wahahaha
haven started yet.. and everyone's stressing me up
haii.. study so hard ltr the words all nvr come out i will die loh
must be tyco like me
study in the morning and all the words come out X)
so like im the only un-hardworking one
bahhh` i feel.. stupid and lousy
hahas
wo hui zhe yang zuo
school ending soon!
hmmm.. im quite happy+sad
been a really great year with fr34ks
and i hope we stay this way
no ppl dropping out or watsoever
cong lai mei ai guo
and im so not going to play that puck thingy again
lost to nicko 7-0!
and like 5 of them were own goals =x
rahhh` poor hand coordination
suo yi ai cuo
ohh.. i came up with a new wish
i want to go on a ferris wheel ride
so if ever the ferris wheel gets built in singapore
anyone sponser?
teehee
a carousel ride would be fine too!
ke neng shi wo wu fa jie shou ni diu wo na yang de ai
tonight's tian guo de jie ti would be very sad
she cannot see liao
ahhhh`
wo heng xiang zi ji yi gen ren
anywayy
can anyone tell me how come fung de lun and xie ting feng so shuaii?
how comeeee?!

OH YES! I SO GONNA LAUGH AT ALFRED TAN CHOON LONG FOR CALLING ME AND TALKING IN THAT VOICE

[_21.10.2005_]

2005-10-21T09:07:00.000+08:00

I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it;

got back all the results except for english
didnt fail anything (:
that means i improved
so like.. yup
very happy liao
although very loser to not aim for As and stuff
but like.. im contented with my results
especially ss =DD

holidays gonna be busy
eeks
STAR team is laggy
lmao

went jessies house to play mahjong tat time
ahas
i won one round!
the horrible shi san yao experience
lmao
had some zi mo treatment can
and i stole marbleeees

RAHHHHHH`
dont realli know what to blog bout
rather sian
still feeling groggy aftr 12 hours of sleep
teehee

my favourite past time is camping at je mac to look for eyecandies
muahahahaha

if you nvr tell me, den i dont have to think bout it, if i dont think bout it, den it wun be a problem, it its not a problem, den i wun be troubled, if im not troubled, den it wun be so akward, bleaghs, sometimes i hope it was just a lie, yep.. at least i'll feel better that way.. will i?

squirrels!

2005-10-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

Squirrel is the common name for rodents of the family Sciuridae.These typical members of the family are tree squirrels with large bushy tails, and are native to Europe, Asia and the Americas.
The original translation of the word "squirrel" literally means "animal with the tail that casts a shadow." It comes from Greek, the syllables skia meaning shadow and oura meaning tail.

One well known trait of some species of squirrel is the gathering and storing of nuts for the winter. These squirrels are scatter-hoarders, i.e. they will gather nuts and store them in any accessible hiding place, usually by burying them. Recent research shows that they have excellent memories for the locations of these caches. Squirrels also nest; these nests are called dreys.
Squirrels are generally clever and persistent animals; in residential neighborhoods they are notorious for eating out of bird feeders, digging in potted plants either to bury or recover food, and for setting up house in sheltered areas including attics. Many companies sell bird feeders which are supposedly "squirrel-proof"; most of them in fact are not.

Squirrels are sometimes also pests because they chew on various edible and inedible objects; the habit helps keep the squirrel's teeth sharp and also wears the teeth down (rodents' teeth grow continuously).

shang has big front teeths!

Many people think of squirrels as herbivores but they are actually omnivores. Squirrels eat a wide variety of plant food, including nuts, seeds, fruits, and green vegetation. Squirrels also eat insects, fungi (for example, mushrooms), eggs, and even small birds, smaller mammals, and frogs.

squirrel also eat loads of french fries and la mian.. hahas

The word squirrelled, meaning to have hidden items away, is arguably the longest one-syllable word in the English language, although only in its American English pronunciation; in all British English accents it has two syllables.
Squirrels are often refered to as "tree rats" or "harveys" by people who dislike them and consider them pests. The word "Squirrel" is sometimes used to describe someone who is a 'goof' or 'clown' (i.e., he is a squirrel or is squirrelly).

shang is a squirrel when playing netball! always miss the ball.. den anyhow throw de.. muahahahaha

actaully.. shang looks more like sandy cheeks of spongebob

Sandy is somewhat sensitive about her minority status as an air-breathing land creature (the only other air-breathing animals seen in the series are whales). She's very friendly and has an upbeat and positive attitude, but can be very fierce when angered. Sandy is an avowed Texas partisan, and speaks with a strong southern accent; she takes strong offense at any negative comments about Texas.

see... " SHE's very friendly and has an upbeat and positive attitude, but can be very fierce when angered" lmaoo... always got that dao and qian bian look when he attempts to not smile and gel up his hair..

this entry is a revenge against shang for equating me to a housefly! tralalalalala.. i feel evil (: